Realising Dreams

Its been a darn long time. Been sucked into the money generating machine in Londonia, making funds to fund the enxt step in my beautiful journey. I am a little trapped in the London whirlwind right now; working in power crazed structures, feeling like a caged rat in a system I don't believe in. Exciting ventures all over the world of people who want to shout love, dance and life into the ears of their children. I wish I could shut out the words that are I am hearing in the background on the family telivision covering the mayoral elections; appalling, fundamentally wrong, shameful, deprivation, anxiety, problem are big words for little people to use so freely. I want to tune into love, dance and rejoice the beautiful gift of love that was given to each and every one of us. Why do we think that life was given to endure, a test..I don't know. It seems so surreal, I don't seem to want to make the city work for me, I would rather wake up to sunshine, flora and fauna. The energy comes out of the sun, the food comes out of the ground, and human contact is all around, don't need to go to social clubs to find love. Costa Rica here I come. Hardships letting go right now, moving out of my comfort zone, a few hardships to endure but so worth it in the long term. I have known this dream for a long time, now I am finally realising it.