I had heard it said somewhere tha bad luck always comes in threes. Well thrice it has, definitely a funny day for me. I wonder if these personal challenges are trying to tell me something, or maybe my itcing desire to run away is using/consciously creating these mishaps to take me to where I want to go, clue; miles away from home! I don't get London, still. I don't get why I work like a dog just to live (cue; shelter, food and water) giving me two precious days each week to actually live my life the way I want to live it. And no one is keeping me here, but myself oh, and the ever-expanding hole in my pocket. I walked down Oxford Street today and it all seems ever so surreal. I felt the wages in my pocket and tried to intice myself into some material pleasure, but I wasn't having any of it. It all leaves me rather cold, ever-more so on the juice feast, where the enthralling idea of stopping of somewhere to eat or shop for supper goes out the window too. The highlight of my day is my enema, my run in the woods, and me-time at home on my own. So am I wasting precious time waitressing doing rubbish jobs for the lowest pay to fund this life? The clock is ticking and I know I am not "100% behind" the life that I am leading right now. What to do? Hoping to find some inspiration from within, but alas lack of money creates an impending danger for the longevity of this Juice Feast.
Seeking simplicity too...(thanks H)
Today
ll Lemon and MSM and Psyllium Water
2l Green Juice: Cucumber, Parsley, Spring Greens, Lettuce, Apple
0.5l Carrot Juice
1l Orange Juice
Enema and Skin Brush
3 comments:
hello darling poppy!
i've been off electronics for a few days....my what delightful trouble you've been stirring up! you make me want to dive into a pond of juice again... hmmm.....sounds like your heart is singing it's desires again.
it's tricky sometimes to figure out how to follow exactly? the heart is a complex dance partner....
sending love your way - it's so nice to hear your rhythm again.
xx c
Urgh, I so know what you mean. I had to hang on to my second job to make it through the juice feast. It's definitely not a frugal thing to do.
... Now I miss Oxford Street. :( I want to move to London! :P ... I want to move to a lot of places (Vancouver, NYC, San Jose Costa Rica, Berlin...) :)
juicy hugs!
- Ben
Poppy,
I'm in Paris right now till Saturday then its off to India once again....
High on green juices from the last couple of days :-)
It is not easy to unravel the chaotic complex filled threads of life's tapestry, and yet, the richness of its variety and textures is to be enjoyed right here, right now, despite the loose ends and the thick knotty knuckles that can knock us out at times!
I know you will find the way to your heart's deep desires and your soul's true calling....and the right place at the right time for sure :-)
Much Love and tender hugs sweetheart,
xxx Neeta
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