mardi 26 février 2008

Passing the Parcel, Day 42




Do the layers ever stop unravelling? Its like playing pass the parcel with a cheating parcel that has no end. Where's this hidden, naked me, or am I just a constantly unravelling paper sheets that reproduce at the same rate as those unwrapped. Just as I think I am coming into my own, striding in my pace, whoosh comes another layer of cleansing that twirls my head back around, fiddles my direction, and reveals a whole new variety of the mucky stuff from inside. I know its been said often but I shall repeat the again juice feasting mantra...Where does it all come from? Does one ever stop shitting? I thought I was pretty clean. And I am so up and down right now and constantly wavering in direction - I would love for the scales to finally fan out into an even equilibrium. Don't get me wrong, I am still loving this journey to the full and I feel undeniably wonderful! But I would dearly love a few days' steadiness, predictability and relaxation. Plus I am so high right now, I can't get to sleep until very late, and its a full-time job keeping the crazy hyperactive kid in me occupied all the time. Sigh. Love...

Today I had:
1l of Pineapple and Cucumber Juice with Hemp Oil
2l of Spring Greens, Beetroot, Celery, Parsley, Broccoli and Carrot Juice
2l Pure Water with 2tsp of MSM
2 tsp Bee Pollen
Enema

5 comments:

Carrie Cegelis a dit…

Nope, it never ends, and thank goodness for that! What would you do then??? Got to keep that little kid inside doing something, at least. There's always more, Poppy, and that's the blessing. Sigh. :)

shell a dit…

hi poppy, really feeling your words today...jem is always asking what the 'last number' is, and i never have a very satisfactory answer for him, i think it's the same with cleansing! & some juice synchronicity: i've just been drinking pineapple/cucumber too (with parsley)...mmm, love xx

Neeta a dit…

Poppy, I am not even juice feasting right now and it still keeps coming!!
Once you begin on this journey, then cleansing becomes a life long process, whether in slow mode or fast - its there for good, a blessing......
Love and hugs,
xxx Neeta

Ben Kaelan a dit…

Merde! I noticed today I made a mistake on my blog too! I had two consecutive days that said "Day 42". Je suis tombé dans les pommes! I'm officially on day 45 today (thursday) so.... I don't know if I've screwed you up but ... I hope I haven't any further! :)

Hugs!

PS: Merci pour ton commentaire hier. It's always nice to hear that you're not the only one experiencing moments of weakness. It made me feel less weak to know other people go through the same thing and I shouldn't be so hard on myself.

Ben Kaelan a dit…

Merde! I mean ... damn! I'm officially on day 45 today (Wednesday) sorry... I'm totally lost lately! :)